Tired of being hurt.
Tired of hurting others.
Tired especially of hurting those most precious to me.
Tired of this diseased, wretched mind that has cost me too much.
Tired of depression that lingers for weeks.
Tired of the drugs I must use to stay balanced and "normal".
Tired of every happiness crumbling into ashes in my hands.
Tired of not knowing if I am truly forgiven for my mistakes and my shortcomings.
Tired of being haunted by memories of things no one should endure.
Tired of being haunted by the faces of people I have loved, people I still love, and they never knew how much I have loved them.
Tired of being a hypocrite. And I know that I am.
Tired of not being a true and worthy friend.
Tired of being abandoned and discarded.
Tired of being a monster that must be shunned and avoided.
Tired of giving my very best in all things and it never is good enough.
Tired of seeing blessings be taken away, and being left with nothing.
I hate this mind and this flesh.
My spirit groans and cries to God to be delivered from these chains of fallen matter and broken thoughts. My heart and soul long to be free. To be embraced in perfect love in a place where there are no more farewells, forever.
I want to know that Heaven awaits, even for me.
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